Survived .... finally survived the field camp...

wahaha field camp sux sia... suffered from blisters... abrasions... worse... heat rash... niothing can ever beat the pain of heat rash...

hmm more and more things i had discovered about my section... well i realised that everyone of us has his weakness and powers,... some are strong in mental some strong in motivating and some strong in jokes...

hmm well i had realised that my buddy is indeed a very funny and humorous guy as long as when he is not stress and especially when he is out of camp... very extreme behaviours when in and out of camp.... totally surprized...

well finally got to meet my batch pple...from adventurers .....very long never see marina, zewei and hs .. hmmmmfinally can get to talk to them... quite nice ar... however got to go see zorro the movie... hmm the movie sux ar.. more for kids... but the kid in the movie was very cute... heh...


tired.... gotta book in soon liaoz...but very soon can come out again../.

talked more trash @ 5:16 PM

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hmmm yesterday went to Glad tidings church lar..
first time experience such a small church... its a whole different experience altogether.. refreshing... and wat to say... everyone knows each other so well.... well surely its better than other churches which had so many pple...
hmm haha i go there i like adult to them like tt... hmmm but didnt mind that .. however was quite shy and didnt really go socialize... hmmm me wanna to find out more on finding the purpose in life... tt's wat i wanna find out... and i believe many of you out there do...

guess its the process of growning up... thinking about the future... and wat the future holds for u ....

talked more trash @ 4:28 PM

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long time never post liaoz... lots and lots of things happen to me ....
and my view points starts to change ... guess ocs is a real learning process for me... can or cannot comission .. doesnt really matter .. but as long as i learn something.. tt's wat matter most...

this is one major change of thoughts...

hmmm i begin to think... and realised that wat pple said is really true... u are already in it already... why not make a good use of your time... there is no escape as to what u arfe already in...
this is very true...

hmmm remember the last entry well i say about my buddy.... hmm now i want to say is .. my buddy is wonderful... well one thing that made me changed my point of view is that ,.,,. when everyone doubted me that night.. he is one who believed in me ... and i really treasure that...

sorry to my buddy for me being narrow minded or what so ever ... i believe that i will learn to appreciate your prescence... and i guess that we can get along quite well... remember that night we became ninja and i ate cup noodles... in the night and we start to talk about ocs tt time...

lots of shit had happened to me .. believe that it was the lowest week of my life.. cant believe that i can holand in tp .. at night... haiz... sux big time ...

well i appreciate the talk i had with sohpia.... really treasure it... it really opens up my mind...

its my character to be inferior... but i guess i shall change it ... thought its easy to say... but i would try to change... no more pessimistic entriess...... hmmm A CHANGE .....

talked more trash @ 4:10 PM

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hi ppeps,

i am back home.. miss my mummy daddy and everything else ... one thing is miss most is my bed.. wahaha comfortable... instant knock out in just 3 mins....

hmm well book out liaoz.. feel something is a miss... .... NO plans.. tt's wat i had been missing out... bad arrangement... bad timing and all .. and tt;'s wat made my book out .. quite moody.... i like excitement andall ... but seems that those are very hard to achieve,,,

hmmm perhaps when you all are reading this blog.. you can feel or realised that jia liang is a very pessimistic guy... hmm but u are wrong ... hmm correct to the extent that i know wat are the bad points... well it is just that i like to pour out my sorrows in here... here is where i can scold whoever i want ... and some place where i can put my thoughts and end it.... i think that is wat a blogs can do to help me feel better...

OCS had destroyed my social life.. feel so left out.. felt that the 3 weeks gthat i had spent in there.. had made me sacrifice much more... perhaps the fruits arent here yet... or even near...

sometimes i feel that i am very childish and quite fuck up... hmm how to change.. i wan to change... i wan to grow maturely in my thinking... how... will ocs help me in that ... ???

oh yeah... talking about OCS ... well my buddy is quite fuck up... quite selfish kind lar.. dunno wat to say ... quite weird also.. anything also can cry .... haiz... dunno how am i gonna spend the next 11 weeks with him... have to endure.. jia liang .. u can do it.....

hmmm one wish that i have is to grow up in my thinking... feel useless... why i cant be like everyone else ... different mentality,, and sort.,... hmm think tt is why i become moody at times and tt is also why i get angry easily over a small stuff,.. or is it just me.,,, being the sensitive me... ???

someone please tell me wat to do... seeking help..
enlightenment need...

talked more trash @ 12:22 AM

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