hi ppeps,

i am back home.. miss my mummy daddy and everything else ... one thing is miss most is my bed.. wahaha comfortable... instant knock out in just 3 mins....

hmm well book out liaoz.. feel something is a miss... .... NO plans.. tt's wat i had been missing out... bad arrangement... bad timing and all .. and tt;'s wat made my book out .. quite moody.... i like excitement andall ... but seems that those are very hard to achieve,,,

hmmm perhaps when you all are reading this blog.. you can feel or realised that jia liang is a very pessimistic guy... hmm but u are wrong ... hmm correct to the extent that i know wat are the bad points... well it is just that i like to pour out my sorrows in here... here is where i can scold whoever i want ... and some place where i can put my thoughts and end it.... i think that is wat a blogs can do to help me feel better...

OCS had destroyed my social life.. feel so left out.. felt that the 3 weeks gthat i had spent in there.. had made me sacrifice much more... perhaps the fruits arent here yet... or even near...

sometimes i feel that i am very childish and quite fuck up... hmm how to change.. i wan to change... i wan to grow maturely in my thinking... how... will ocs help me in that ... ???

oh yeah... talking about OCS ... well my buddy is quite fuck up... quite selfish kind lar.. dunno wat to say ... quite weird also.. anything also can cry .... haiz... dunno how am i gonna spend the next 11 weeks with him... have to endure.. jia liang .. u can do it.....

hmmm one wish that i have is to grow up in my thinking... feel useless... why i cant be like everyone else ... different mentality,, and sort.,... hmm think tt is why i become moody at times and tt is also why i get angry easily over a small stuff,.. or is it just me.,,, being the sensitive me... ???

someone please tell me wat to do... seeking help..
enlightenment need...

talked more trash @ 12:22 AM

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