long time never post liaoz... lots and lots of things happen to me ....
and my view points starts to change ... guess ocs is a real learning process for me... can or cannot comission .. doesnt really matter .. but as long as i learn something.. tt's wat matter most...

this is one major change of thoughts...

hmmm i begin to think... and realised that wat pple said is really true... u are already in it already... why not make a good use of your time... there is no escape as to what u arfe already in...
this is very true...

hmmm remember the last entry well i say about my buddy.... hmm now i want to say is .. my buddy is wonderful... well one thing that made me changed my point of view is that ,.,,. when everyone doubted me that night.. he is one who believed in me ... and i really treasure that...

sorry to my buddy for me being narrow minded or what so ever ... i believe that i will learn to appreciate your prescence... and i guess that we can get along quite well... remember that night we became ninja and i ate cup noodles... in the night and we start to talk about ocs tt time...

lots of shit had happened to me .. believe that it was the lowest week of my life.. cant believe that i can holand in tp .. at night... haiz... sux big time ...

well i appreciate the talk i had with sohpia.... really treasure it... it really opens up my mind...

its my character to be inferior... but i guess i shall change it ... thought its easy to say... but i would try to change... no more pessimistic entriess...... hmmm A CHANGE .....

talked more trash @ 4:10 PM

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