hmm just book out on frdiday.. feeling was great as never had a long weekend before... hmmm but before this i was at range firing life rounds... haha.. killing targets... hmm i am a really bo bo shooter.. haha.. just managed to pass only... screwed up my firing.. haha.. sad... hmm then when go range never sleep much.. so go home. straight a way knock out... haha...

hmm i can feel that once i enter army... everything starts to change... my social life.. becomes zero... and the pple i hang out with changes... everything becomes so Fuck up... just hate going to army...

then there was this girl.. whom i guess is trying to avoid or ignore me .. when i just wanna be friends ... haiz.. sad... real sad...

hmmm now i waiting to go for driving.. something that prevents me thinking on how life sucks in the army... well it is the social life thingy.. that i hated it... but army life is good... just the isolation process.. that i am somehow stuck in the island.. .... almost the same .. as in the movie the island.. real nice movie... that decribes us...

its the loneliness that kills...

talked more trash @ 1:45 PM

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